So Horny

I decided to go a month without wanking to punish myself for something in the past. About half of it is already over, but it's getting harder (literally) every day. I wake up nearly every morning with a rock-hard dick, and have to do some exercise just to get it down to pee... I cannot stop thinking about getting off, and catch myself often playing with my dick. The pressure keeps building up. I am now sitting at my desk in the office, its Saturday and everybody is gone... I opened my trousers to let my hard-on out, it feels so good and terrible at the same time...

It sticks straight up, crying to be used.

Some older fantasies of mine keep getting stronger, especially the one of blowing another guys dick... strange, as I am more in to women and even have a girlfriend. I confessed to her, she told me that I might have to sign-up at some gay contact site, which I did yesterday... promptly to get involved in some dirty online-sex... a first time for me, but a big turn on. Oh, how good it would be just to be able to go down on myself.