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First Orgasm

I was eight or nine when I began to masturbate. At first it just felt good to manipulate my cock. I did it every night. I felt my hard little penis, fondled my balls and fingered my anus. Then the feelings began to get very intense. One night I was stroking my little cock at high speed when suddenly I had the most overwhelming and life altering feeling of sexual pleasure. My cock buzzed like it was being shocked with electricity and as it finally passed, I went limp with relief and pure bliss, my face beaded with sweat and my heart pounding. Nothing could hold me back after this experience. There was no semen, and I didn't expect any, since I had no idea what it was. So night after night I made myself cum just for the feeling I got, and the feeling was so incredible I couldn't get enough. Usually I masturbated several times a day and continued doing so long into adulthood.

Some months later I was masturbating while my parents slept when I got that wonderful feeling. But this time semen shot out, covering me and my bed. I was shocked and thought I might have broken something. I had no idea what this stuff was. There was no one to ask if what had happened to me was ok, so I just thought about it and kept my mouth shut. After my initial worry, I continued masturbating anyway. Being able to ejaculate intensified the feelings and the relief I got from my orgasm. It was truly the beginning for me. I have been a life-long masturbator, even when women were available to me.

As a very young boy, I could shoot semen very far, just as young boys can piss very far, so my cum stained the walls next to my bed and even behind my headboard.My father had been young once too and figured out what was happening instantly. But he was repressed and ashamed to discuss sex with me, so he only acted angry and told me real men didn't do that. This attitude, as it turned out, had a detrimental effect on my whole life. Even when he was old, I couldn't discuss such things with him. But that part of the story has more to do with how I adjusted as an adult than it does with masturbation, so it has no place on this site according to the rules.


Posted on: 2003-04-15 00:00:00 | Author: