How To Explain It?

How To Explain It?

Hi, I am a 16 year old boy and encountered something sexual but also makes me feel bad. Yesterday I was jacking off in my room and then all of a sudden my little cousin jumps in the room and saw me jerking hard. She asked me what i was doing, so I jsut told her that I was just trying to sleep. She was 9 years old and kept on bugging me trying to know what I was doing. So i finnaly told her that I was making my penis feel good. She jumped ono the bed and asked if she could touch it, i said no, but she still did, she kissed it. I told her that was very wrong but inside me, it felt so good. I told her never to do that again, and immediately she did it again. This time she put a little tonue on it. I told her to do it once more time then I had to go. She sucked on it and said it was better than a lolipop. I told her to continue. She kept sucking, then 3 minutes later, I cummed. The cum dribbled out and she asked me what it was. I told her when a boys penis feels good, then it spits this cream out. Then she licked it. She liked it, so she licked it all up.