Couldn't Help It

for months now, i have been holding off on total ejaculation. i mean, the 'explosion:' kind, the full 'cumming'.

but last weekend, i got so aroused and turned on by my usual 'foreplay' techniques of viewing women in muscle and fitness magazines that i just couln't help myself.

as is my usual mode of operation, i have several of these magazines turned to pages that feature knock-them-out. good looking women. all equipped with flat abs, firm butts and V-shaped backs.

so here i am building up a major erection while viewing one such woman who was decked out in a thong that did little to hide her pubic hair and round ass. i got turned on big time. the more i looked at the photo and the way she was spread out on a beach, my erection became harder and harder. I slowly stroked the penis, building up, as I aways do, an extremely intense erection.

i had some pre-cum during the process and, as is usually the case, that prompted even more of an arousal. so i kept stroking and stroking. as i stroked with my left hand, i rubbed my stomach with my right, all the while making circular motions. i have found this to be extremely helpful in creating a major erection and also useful for holding off ejaculation.

when i found myself on the brink of totally cumming, i breathed in very deeply and tried to hold off. but then the semen came flowing out, all milky-like. i spread some of the semen over my face and stomach, all the while savoring its taste and feel.

i didn't want to ejaculate totally, but since i did, i was going to enjoy it to the fullest. i want to prevent total ejaculation as much as possible when i have my self-pleasuring sessions, but find it very difficult sometimes when i work up such an intense erection.

the fun part is just trying, though, isn't it?