Frustration

I can't have a really powerful orgasm. i sit here and read all the great stories of how powerful someone else's orgasm is and I have nothing. I am a virgin and I don't want to be anymore I thought I was being a better person by staying pure. No! I can't do it I'm to horny. I think if I had someone teach me how everything works down there I could learn how to do it myself. I'm not even sure I found my own clit. Can you imagine how confusing my life is right now. I hate this. The strangest thing is when I didn't want sex boys would not leave me alone they would always try to get into my pants. But now they all think of me us that I am sweet little Brittany the girl that will never give it up. HELLO! can no see that I can barely keep my pants on in public. the few self explorations I have had have led to nothing but pleasant feelings. i know I probably sound naive but someone sincerely needs to sit me down with some sort of diagram and show me precisely where everything goes.