Husband Won't Do It for Me

I have always wanted my husband to masturbate for me, but he has never done it. I secretly tried to 'catch' him doing it, but to no avail. He is a night owl, and I am early to bed most of the time. I have suspected on several occasions that he has watched porn while I was asleep, but I had no proof.

One morning I woke up, and went to the bathroom. I noticed a pair of pyjama shorts hanging over the bathtub and thought it strange. I tried to play it off by asking if he accidentally peed in his shorts. He said no. I then left it alone, and came up with my own conclusion. I used the fantasy of him jerking off in his shorts and watching porn, while I was asleep. From then on, I pretended to go to bed, forcing myself to stay awake to listen. I hoped that he would get the urge to jerk off and I could secretly peep in at him. I never got the chance to watch. He has tried, but I think that he is too inhibited to let himself go in front of me. I have even tried to lead by example, by masturbating for him. When we are apart, I initiate phone sex, but he doesn't get into it. I guess I will never get the chance.

It is now a secret obsession for me to watch porn and fast forward to the guys jerking themselves off. I get to the good part, and fantasize that it is my husband and I am cumming with him.