First Time With Another Man

I have been divorced for almost six years and haven't had sex with anyone in probably eight years. I read the stories here every day and usually end up masturbating.



Yesterday was my first time masturbating with anyone else and in some ways it was great, but in others it wasn't. The guy brought an x-rated movie with young men having sex with each other. We sat on my couch watching this as we stroked each other and I got hard right away, staying hard for some time. However, even though I was stroking him, he didn't.



I had some other ideas of what I wanted to do, or have done to me, but this guy said just to see what happened. One thing I wanted to do was have him in my mouth to see what it was like and while I was sucking him he finally became hard, but he didn't cum. After this he started working on me with more energy by using jelly. I could really feel like I was going to cum, but tried to hold off as long as I could. When I finally couldn't hold back any longer I shot more cum than I had in years, and boy did it feel great.



However, after this he wanted me to bring him to climax, but regretfully I wasn't in the mood and although he said it was okay I knew he was disappointed I wouldn't finish him off. Because of the way things ended I don't know if I'd try this again, or just be content masturbating myself, which there's nothing wrong with.