Emotionally Attached or Just Hot For…
Posted: Tue Apr 02, 2024 6:04 pm
… a particular inanimate object with which you masturbated? Toy, improvised toy, pillow, piece of furniture, shower head.
I don’t mean just anything you pressed into service more than once to get yourself off, I mean was there ever one thing that you used that really got you going, blew your mind, that you got so into doing it THAT WAY with THAT thing to the point that “doing it” with this thing, whatever it may have been, was its own special pleasure, something that when you got horny or though of pleasuring yourself it was a choice of just masturbating or “doing it” with that thing, whatever it was and however you did it. Maybe you even thought of “doing it” with this object as something distinct in your sexual world: i have sex, I masturbate, and I “do this thing….”
Did you find yourself thinking of or anticipating “doing this thing” instead of or in conjunction with feeling horny or wanting to masturbate? Did “doing this thing” become the way you masturbated or did “doing this thing” replace “regular” masturbation for you?
Did you keep this object so you could continue to pleasure yourself with it? Did you have to hide it so no one would know or maybe ask about it? Did the practical difficulty of the act, or the inconvenient location, or the limited opportunities to achieve release with the object heighten your excitement and / or pleasure when you were able to “do it”?
Did you fantasize about using it? Did you miss it or long for it when you were unable to pleasure yourself with it?
I don’t mean just anything you pressed into service more than once to get yourself off, I mean was there ever one thing that you used that really got you going, blew your mind, that you got so into doing it THAT WAY with THAT thing to the point that “doing it” with this thing, whatever it may have been, was its own special pleasure, something that when you got horny or though of pleasuring yourself it was a choice of just masturbating or “doing it” with that thing, whatever it was and however you did it. Maybe you even thought of “doing it” with this object as something distinct in your sexual world: i have sex, I masturbate, and I “do this thing….”
Did you find yourself thinking of or anticipating “doing this thing” instead of or in conjunction with feeling horny or wanting to masturbate? Did “doing this thing” become the way you masturbated or did “doing this thing” replace “regular” masturbation for you?
Did you keep this object so you could continue to pleasure yourself with it? Did you have to hide it so no one would know or maybe ask about it? Did the practical difficulty of the act, or the inconvenient location, or the limited opportunities to achieve release with the object heighten your excitement and / or pleasure when you were able to “do it”?
Did you fantasize about using it? Did you miss it or long for it when you were unable to pleasure yourself with it?