Confessions of a Masturbator

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mushroomhead
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Confessions of a Masturbator

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First of all, let me say that what you are about to read, some of you might find a bit disturbing. But then again, maybe not. Me myself, I find it somewhat obsessvie, and in a way it does control a part of my life, and therefore it could be considered as a problem, but hey, with all the problems I have in life and all the problems there are in this world, this could and should be considered as minor if not even a problem whatsoever, just an old man with a healthy sex drive.

Ok, now that the intro has be said, let me introduce myself. I am going to be 51 in two days. I live in the United States of Mexico, as I like to call it because America is becoming very quickly dominated by Mezcans. I mean, us white boys are already a minority in many parts of the US and will soon be across this entire country. We have already had a black man as Prez and if not this election coming up but the next one, Juan Valdez will probably be our President. But that is a much larger problem than what I am talking about, and dont pay any mind to what I have just typed.

Now, to the jist of the subject. I retired at the age of 40, ten years ago. That gave me a LOT of spare time. In that time, I have found an increasing amount of horniness in myh life. I know that almosr rhe same time I retired, was also the same time as when computers became popular as did the internet. And oh yeah, porn available at the touch of a mouse and keyboard. I mean, I wish I could have had this as a teen, but oh well. I got my first pooter just when I had retired. Had WebTv just before that.I found that when I retired, I had all the time in the world, and most of that time went to this wonderful thing called porn, on the internet. Now, porn at that time and up until a year ago or so, never fully took place of the girls I knew. I was always sexually active with others and the porn was just an added enjoyment. But in the past year, the girls I have known have moved away, and I havent started any new relationships. I have been more satisfied with the porn itself. I guess I just got tired of the trying to satisfy others and just contempt with satisfying myslef.

Ok, so that was the past. Now the present. Nowadays, I find myself masturbating at least 5 times a week. And these times aint just for a few minutes, they usually last for 3-5 hours, edging almost every night fromn 11PM until 3 or 4 AM while watching porn. I just cant get enough of it. I am addicted to the tingle in the groin. I had stopped smoking the green maybe 5 or 6 years ago, but recently picked it back up, and oh my, has that made things much more enjoyable. I mean, the most enjoyable thing to do is to take a few hits, catch a major buzz, go at it for a few hours, and then when ready to cum, take another hit and hold it while you cum. The resulting action comes very close to making you pass out. But what a head rush it is and produces some of the most amazing orgasms ever.

Okay, so now comes my real confession. Everything I watch, everything I see, everything I do, just now relates to masturbation. I mean, I watch tv, and I mainly notice the women. Wether it be sports and the cheerleaders, or tv shows with beautiful women, or commercials with good lookin girls, it all turns me on. Examples: I love Friends with Jennifer Aniston and Courtney Cox, they get me hard. I have always loved football, especially college football ( best game on the planet) but I find myself more interested now in the crowd or the cheerleaders. Oh my, young college girls I just love. Commercials, I keep seeing Jennifer Garner in the airline credit card commercials. I couldnt even name the brand being advertised, but I just love Jennifer Garner, she is so hot. I went to the DMV the other day to renew my drivers license, and there was this girl that was a few spots ahead of me in line, and she was not that good looking at all, but she had the ultimate perfect body and ass, and I couldnt take my eyes off of her. It is just like everything I do, everywhere I go, I am finding girls that just get me hard.

I dont act on any of this. I mean I look, and sometimes even stare, but that is it. Now, here is something. Keep in mind I will be 51 in two days. I find the younger the girl is, the more it excites me. I aint no pedophile, lets get that straight, but once they mature, it get me interested. I will not state an age here, but lets just say high school and up. Ok, I am 51 and interested in youngins. Maybe that is wrong, maybe that is just healthy. Not saying I would ever act upon a chance. Just the fantasy is what does it.

So, I love females. Most of the times, the younger the better, but be no mistake, there are those my age and even older that turn me on as well. Jane Seymore in those diamond commercials, Ann Margaret in Dirty Old Men, and I am sure of many others but just cant think of them, they do it for me as well. I just love the beauty of the female in all its glory. Now, maybe females will say I objectify them, and yes, I guess I do. I see them for mainly one reason, and that is to please my fantasies. In that respect, I admit, I am a pig. I only see the female body as a pleasurable thing for me. I admit that. That is why I am single and will always be. I have no interest in forming a relationship where the female will think that she can ultimately control me. That will never happen.

In a previous post, I posted a few pics of teens in porn I love to watch. Now here, I am going to post a few links to some teens, who are not in porn, but are in my favorite other business, and that is music. I used to have my own band, I was lead guitarist and backing vocals. I have found some teens lately that just blow me away in this category, and they have all been females. Now, these links I will provide are not of a sexual nature, they are just the great girls who can play a mean guitar, but they do turn me on.

First is Juliana Vieira: Doing a cover of Metallica's Enter Sandman
Since she did what I used to do, and she is very good and very cute, I cant help but be turned on by her.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6sdoBObxa5c


Next is Laura Cox. She is a bit older, and has played live with her own band. Here is an original from this cutie....
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vsu2Pe4T3fU

Saving the best for last. Tina S. This girl is the best and youngest female guitarist I have ever seen. She is perfection in almost every way. Just wish she would smile once in awhile, but what she does really gets me going. I mean, I used to do what she does now. She reminds me of an earlier age, and just turns me on.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9e9AyDXx19Q

These last three not only turn me on because of their beauty, but also, and mainly because they do what I used to do. They bring back a part of my past that I abandoned long ago. They are amazing at what they do, and damn, they turn me on as if I would have met them back in my day of music, who knows.

So there it is. Almost any cute female, no matter the age, can really get me excited. I am a horny old man with way too much time on my hands. But I love where I am right now. I love to explore and find beauty wherever I can find it. AND, this is now not limited to females. I mean, I also like some ( very few ) males as well. Let me say that Brad Pitt turns me on big time. Kevin Costner has always been a turn on to me as well. I also like watching porn as well featuring guys jacking off. The one thing that gets me is that if you watch girls either masturbating or doing each other, it is either lesbian or normal. But if guys get themselves off with no one else, it is still categorized as gay. I love watching cum shots, especially from guys getting them own selves off, as that is what I always do myself. But then again, I find myself wanting to suck many of these guys off who are solo, just wanting to taste their cum and enjoy their juices.

In final, I enjoy the young and the old, male and female, lesbian, gay, and bisexual. I would say that 75 percent of everything I see makes me think of sex or masturbation in some way. And that means I am one horny mother fucker who just cant get enough of a good thing. I know I have a problem, but I think it is a good problem, if there was ever such a thing.
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Re: Confessions of a Masturbator

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It is clear you are, like many of us on here, just really into masturbation. Nothing too shocking here. I watch all the types of porn that you do while stroking myself off, and I just love masturbation and porn so much I would not dream of going without.
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