Wrong Name...

Saturday evening I met up with Sue at a diner and we had a lovely dinner and a beautiful beginning and middle to the evening. She loved my new look and said I looked quite good! But! I made the error of all errors with her that night and she had a bit of a melt down and long story short, I think my time with Sue might be over. Needless to say I found myself on the street around 1 a.m. There wasn't much left to do so I made the drive home by taking the scenic route and arrived around 6 a.m. and spent a big part of Sunday shaking my head asking myself how could I? Her meltdown was completely my fault. She had booked an expensive place for dinner and it was beautiful. After dinner we walked the downtown streets for awhile before we went to her place. She had candles everywhere and turned out all the lights and lit them up. We had some beautiful conversation and a glass of wine by candle light with soft music playing and she was really working her fun magic. After chatting and reclining she asked me to come into her bedroom which I did, got undressed and Sue got comfortable between my sexy legs and started her oral sex performance on me which was heavenly. Her long sexy, smooth strokes and her ability to deep throat all nine inches of me, her attention to my huge balls, thighs, all of her sexy work, is like a dream come true. She was sucking on me for around twenty minutes and it was such a beautiful soft and sensual blow job, I had my eyes closed and felt Sue's fingertips touching me in all the right places as she sucked on me softly and slowly. When my huge tool throbbed in her mouth she responded by squeezing me with her tongue. I could feel my orgasm brewing, slowly at first, and I pictured Nadja and her beautiful hands and face, going to work on me. Just before I blew my load I said, Oh Nadja don't stop, I love you. Sue is such an expert at giving head she just kept on with her sucking and I blew a thunderous load into her mouth and down her gripping throat. Sue didn't have her finger on my prostate but close enough and I had one of those magical, earth shaking orgasms. After she was finished and we had settled down Sue cuddled up next to me and asked: Who is Nadja? Not good Then she asked: Do you really love her? Also not good. Then Sue asked if I loved her Very not good. And so. That is where the melt down started. Sue started crying. She got up and locked herself in the bathroom. Then said I was a whore and told me to get the F out! I found myself on the street at 1 a.m. Not that being out there at that hour is unusual for me but... I had a bad feeling about saying Nadja's name when I had the whole length of my thundering cock buried in Sue's mouth. Not good. Well that was the weekend. I did get an email from Sue today, she was at work and said she wanted to tell me something in a letter, she said: I've been thinking... You see Sue is very jealous. She has to show off in front of her friends: I've got bigger boobs. I can deep throat. He likes me more. etc. But Sue is also very jealous of my body and she's said this many times on how she wishes she were built like me: tall and slim. I asked her why and she said then I know you and I could be together and no one else can have you. When she started asking about Nadja and I said you don't want to hear about that. She said yes, I do want to hear about that. What does she look like? How big is she? How old is she? What does she do for you? Have you ever made love to her? Etc. Well of course I had to tell Sue the truth that yes, I did fall in love with Nadja, that she is in her early twenties, that she is five foot two and around 110 pounds (Sue is five foot eight or there a bouts and a walloping 180 pounds at least!) and Nadjas youthful free spirit is something I find myself very attracted to. Well that did it. That is when the melt down started. Sue knows she's getting older. She does look cute but she is big, borderline enormous. What really messed up Sue was the idea that Nadja was on top of me screwing me, or underneath me with her legs around my waist or that we might be doing it doggy style with Nadja watching the street scenes from the hotel room window. That little twenty something figure of Nadjas next to mine, that did it. What I love about Sue... good gravy I hate to say this... is she is the only girlfriend I have who can deep throat the whole nine inches of me. She is also the only girlfriend I have who can squeeze my enormous balls into her mouth and suck them. Sue is awesome at giving head. I was worried about her this week,wondering what she was doing, how she was doing (she likes the bottle... ) and I had hoped to hear from her. So this afternoon's work email with the: I've been thinking, is a good sign I hope. Oh yes: here is the other thing: When I said: "Oh Nadja don't stop, I love you, Sue said, You were obviously in a fit of passion, mad with desire and you confused my blowing you with her blowing you. It doesn't bother me that you were in a fit of passion, what bothers me is I've never heard your voice like that: begging, pleading. Sue said I never do that with her... Oops. (Ill let you know how it goes.)