I've had a somewhat active sex life so far, with a girlfriend who really appreciates me, but I want, so badly, to just be watched while I masturbate. I also want to watch women. I want to look into each other's eyes as we please ourselves.
I don't know why that is on my mind more so than actually having sex with others, probably because I masturbate every day. I peruse online to try to flirt with women who want to watch me on webcam. It's hard though; the women aren't watchers as much as men, and most of these webcam chatrooms are lacking real women, or at least any women that will respond to you and share the experience. It's too often girls that never respond, or don't care to watch, or are really bots. I get hit on more by gay guys than women in those rooms.
I live in a city that doesn't really have much in the way of masturbation parties or orgies; at least, none I would ever get invited to or know about. I need help!
Maybe someday soon I will relate all of my experiences-from my first time, to the best, the weirdest, to those with my girlfriend. But oh, what I wouldn't give to have you next to me, listening as I tell you face to face what it was like, and then both of us lean back and watch each other do wonderful things to ourselves.