I wish my wife had stayed with me rather than moving out. She was incredibly sexy, and at 48 years of age she still gets me hard, she still looks that good!
Not too long ago I was at her house and asked if she'd let me see her nude. She looks gorgeous naked and she agreed! She took her shirt and pants off, wearing nothing else, and stood in front of me with her shaven pussy and big breasts for me to gaze at. I had to masturbate and told her so. She always did enjoy watching me 'do myself'. She told me we would 'do it' in the living room. So while she stood naked in front of me I knelt naked in front of her and while she watched I stared at her body and masturbated to a wonderful orgasm.
While we were living as husband and wife she often preferred mutual masturbation to intercourse. She and I always slept nude and she would wake me up with her hand around my cock and her vibrator humming. She'd gently stroke me while using her machine then after coming she'd either jack me off or tell me to do it while she watched and to come on her belly. She'd lay back and spread her legs so I could look at her pussy and I'd kneel in front of her so she could see my cock and balls and watch me jack off and I'd squirt all over her stomach. She loved it!
She was always flashing and those memories are great masturbation material. She never wore a bra and was 38D. One day we took our little peddle boat to a beach for a day on the lake. It was a little bulky and a guy offered to help us carry it to the water's edge. I'll bet he was glad to do so as he was well rewarded, at least I think so. He and I bent down to pick up the heavy end and my wife bent over to lift the other end. She was braless and wearing a t-shirt. When she leaned forward, and the whole time we walked toward the water, she walking backwards, I (and I'm certain our helper) could look right down the top of her shirt at her big bare breasts, nipples and all, hanging there in all their glory.
It gave me a hard-on seeing her like that and knowing another guy must also be staring at her wonderful bare breasts! When we were out on the lake she removed her shirt and was completely topless for the peddle boat ride. On another occasion we were on the river and she got topless and I pulled my shorts down so my erect penis could stand up in the fresh air and sunshine. I've tried and tried to get her to go with me to a nudist camp or beach but she hasn't yet. But the next time I masturbate I'll, as always, be fantasising about my great looking naked ex-wife! Perhaps I'll see if she's home today, she's always been a great masturbation partner!!!