I have been a life long masturbater. I'm happily married but jerking off is my prime form of sexual release.
My wife often assists me while jerking off. She will rub my balls or play with my 'taint' but mostly she just watches and gives me encouragement.
One of my greatest fantasies while jerking is tasting my own cum. I always taste my pre-cum but like so many other men once I climax, the interest goes away. My wife did not know of my desire to eat my own cum even though she witnessed my licking of the pre-cum many times.
Then last week while I was playing with my cock and getting ready on the couch to have a great orgasm she said: 'let me help' this was not unusual, she often will take my cock in her hands and finish me off. She was jerking my cock and whispering things to me: 'do you want to take your cum in your mouth, do you want to taste it' things like that.
Well, needless to say I was on fire and shot a huge load all over her the back of her hand and her gripping fingers. In that split second she switched hands and began jerking me with the opposite hand while taking her hand that was covered with my cum and began wiping it across my mouth and lips and whispered: 'eat it eat your cum' I started licking and sucking the warm sweet tasting cum into my mouth. There was a lot of it as I was sooooo turned on. It tasted a bit salty and sweet at the same time. The texture was strange but very erotic. Seeing her watching me eat my own cum from her fingers was keeping my cock rock hard and oozing cum down my shaft into my pubic hair. She dipped her fingers into the pool of cum that had collected and stuck those cum dripping fingers into my mouth. WOW! I was in another world. She got me a warm cloth and cleaned the remaining man-juice from my groin. She smiled, kissed me and went off to bed. What a dream come true.
I have NEVER been able to eat my own cum before but my wife who loves me so much was able to give me the best gift I have had in many years.
To those men who have thought about or desired to taste their cum but lose the desire upon orgasm, well this is the only way I have been able to fulfil my desire. Perhaps it may work for you.
There is NOTHING wrong with masturbating. I don't care if you are married, straight, gay, bi, or old or young. It is the best release of tensions and stress in the world. I am so fortunate to have a partner that agrees with this philosophy and is there with me to help to watch and to participate.