In my early teens I began to realize that I had no control over my eating habits. I ate everything I could get my hands on and as a result I became a very large person. Because of my size I had very few friends and those that I did have were overweight as well. I had no boyfriends through high school and did not have one single date. All I did was eat and then eat more.
I masturbated a lot to obtain physical release from my sexual frustration. I would lay in my bed at night feeling my swollen pussy lips and stimulating my clit with my middle finger, while my breasts sagged over my arms as I was rubbing my pussy. I often came with shuddering orgasms that lasted for 15 to 20 seconds. When these orgasms occurred I was very pleased with myself and satisfied.
After high school I did meet a guy that I dated for awhile. I soon realized he was just using me to get hand jobs from me. So that relationship didn't last very long.
I decided I had to change my lifestyle as I was getting nowhere real fast. I reluctantly joined Weight Watchers and made an earnest effort to follow the program. At my third weigh in it was obvious that I was losing weight. At the third weigh in I also met a guy named Jerry who was also in the program. Jerry was not grossly over weight. He just needed to lose a little bit to get a normal size for his height. I was attracted to Jerry; but, he was at least 10 years older than I.
Jerry and I started a friendly relationship and I soon found out that he had no significant other. One night after our meeting I ended up at Jerry's apartment and his room mate was to be gone for few days.
During our conversation I asked Jerry why he had joined the Weight Watchers group as he really didn't need to lose that much weight. He told me that he had joined the group in hope of meeting a large woman as he had a 'thing' for large women. With that being said I thought to myself that at least he was honest and I certainly fit his fetish desires. I became somewhat aroused by our turn in the conversation and I could tell that he was becoming aroused. Soon he slid closer to me on the sofa and kissed me lightly on the forehead, then moved to my lips as our tongues met each others warmth. He laid me down on the sofa and we began undressing each other frantically wanted to feel our nakedness with each other. I spent two wonderful days and nights at Jerry's apartment. We played sex games with each other and shared many orgasmic moments in those two days.
I continued with the Weight Watchers program and now carry a respectable amount of weight around for my size. I guess I have lost too much weight though as Jerry now has no interest in me. In fact, I think he is seeing another over weight loser.
I am now in a new relationship with a guy I met. He is a friend of a friend and we get along great. I am glad I have lost so much weight as he is not very well endowed and I don't think he could get that thing into my pussy with all the flab that I once had. We enjoy our sex life together and are happy being around each other. We just feel comfortable together and I like to see his little penis standing at attention.