This is a follow up to my earlier story. I wanted to give you this part as well.
Hi everyone. If you haven't read my story from last month, you may read it before you read anymore from me.
I told the story of how I accidentally watched by daughter masturbate one night. Her sister was out staying with friends and I was picking up clothes in her room to get them ready for washing the next day. Upon seeing a light on in Katheryn's room, I noticed the door was slightly ajar and there I spotted her playing with herself. This was back in February of this year and I've basically been thinking of that night ever since. I've also watched her masturbate on two other ocassions (same thing, through the bathroom door she shares with her younger sister). Since that night, I've been thinking of girls and have surprised myself as to how wet I get thinking of girls masturbating. I love watching their toes as they do, especially when they cum. I've developed a kind of foot fetish for girls and this was especially tough this summer as my two daughters swim competitively for our sub-division's swim team. I never knew I was basically bisexual, as this whole turn of events has changed me so drastically.
Anyway, I've been struggling as to if I should talk to the girls about sex and masturbation in general. I guess I've been wanting to, as sort of a way to discuss sex with them and see their reaction. I've had some wicked masturbation sessions of my own thinking of some of the girls on the swim team and watching them play with themselves as well. And I still do get embarrassed and angry over these feelings.
I decided to talk to the girls one-on-one so as to not make a scene or embarrass anyone, so I talked to Katheryn last weekend. Jessica was visiting her cousins (she is close to my niece) and so Katheryn and I went to dinner with one of her friends (Autumn, whom I've been thinking of as well). After dinner, we all went to a movie and dropped Autumn off as well. Upon reaching our house, I very nervously told Katheryn that I wanted to talk to her. She sensed something was up but I had to tell her she wasn't in trouble or anything. I probably should have had this talk before with her. I've had the menstruation talk to her four years earlier but it wasn't sexual, so to speak.
We've had the 'boy' talk also, but never like what I wanted to tell her now. I sat down and told her that sex was good but you had to be careful, especially as a girl/woman. She looked all funny and embarrased. I then told her that one way to have sex without the worry of getting pregnant was to touch yourself, which was called masturbation. Katheryn freaked a bit and said 'I don't do that'. I got bold and said everyone should do it and that I did as well. She said 'mom!' I didn't mean to offend or shock her, I just wanted to tell her the truth. 'If you start, that is okay by me. As a matter of fact, if you ever have questions, I will answer them'. There! The 'cat was out of the bag', so to speak. 'Masturbation is natural. Most boys do it, and a lot of girls'. If you do it or want to, that is fine with me'.
She calmed down enough to ask some questions. I told her the truth that I do it almost every night before I go to bed. It calms me down and puts me in the right mood to sleep. Now that that's been done, I feel better.