This is the background of how I turned from a shy virgin into a total wild exhibitionist in the space of 2 or 3 years.
When I was 18 I was a total virgin, mainly because I was gay and didn't know how to get together with guys. There was another 'problem' though. I am very small and weedy in build to this day. At 18 I had reached my full grown height of 5'6', weighed about 110 pounds, skinny and weak with very little body hair, just a patch of pubes and a little underarm and leg hair. These days I am only slightly heavier at 120 pounds and my waist and chest both measure 29 inches (at 18 I guess my chest and waist were each 26 or 27 inches). At that time I knew girls didn't fancy me and despite older girls and women sometimes saying I was 'cute' I felt nobody of either sex would ever fancy me.
It was then that I plucked up the courage to put an ad in a contact page of my local paper. Through that ad I met my first boyfriend, an older man called John. He loved my small build and smooth skin so much that he got me to shave and wax off what little body hair I had, leaving just the short cropped blonde hair on my head. His favourite thing was to have me stay naked around the house all day and jerk off while he watched 2 or 3 times a day as well as having sex once a day. Occasionally he got me to jerk off in front of friends of his. After a year I saw John less often as I moved away from home to live in a student house in the city centre near my college.
Our relationship continued until I was 20 and he introduced me to a 16 year old lad he had met called Jamie. He was a gorgeous, manly and strong with lovely blue eyes and blonde hair and I instantly fell in love with him. That first time I met Jamie, John got me to strip off and wank while they both watched and Jamie was as turned on as me by it. He said how I looked more like a little 12 year old who hadn't started puberty apart from the fact I had a man's dick. He kept on saying how amazing my smooth, skinny body was and how hot he was getting watching me. When I came I shot a huge load that shot out really hard and he was well impressed. He then got his dick out much to mine and John's delight. He started to jerk off as John and I complimented him on his big, fat cock. When he was getting ready to come John told him to do it over my chest. I remained kneeling on the floor and he got up to stand over me as he spewed his goo down my neck, chest and belly and onto my dick. I was in heaven as I rubbed it all over me and said what a turn on it was.
Over the coming weeks I jerked off in front of Jamie and John together a few more times and I jerked and sucked Jamie off once with John's permission but I realised I wanted more and I secretly arranged to see him behind John's back. We did this a few times and I would jerk off before helping him jerk off and sucking him until he shot over me. I loved every second but felt guilty about deceiving John so I told Jamie I wanted to leave John and have Jamie move in with me at the student house. Jamie agreed and so we did just that and Jamie moved into my room sharing a single bed with me. The other students in the house knew I was gay and were cool with it but my neighbours didn't know and when they worked things out it created very interesting times which I will write in about soon.