I seem to have four 'sex settings': hetro innocent virgin, hetro forced schoolgirl, bi-cuious, and whore.
In the first, I like to think about the first guy who got into my panties. He was 45 and I was 16. It was lovely and I use it to masterbate to. He gently holds me, letting his hands slip to my barely formed breasts, then he goes up my skirt and I feel trembly. When he puts his hand into my panties. I let my legs open and when he touched my clit I cum all over his hand.
Sometimes though, I fantasize about being raped. I like to imagine that I am walking home from school and a group of guys follow me, then drag me into a park, rip my clothes off and fuck me. For this, I use a vibe that is too big for me. It actually hurts to put it in me and that works with the fantasy.
Sometimes I think about my brother raping me and that just adds to it. (When I was 15 I found a used condom in his room. I took it to bed with me and snipped the end off and let his sperm drip onto my body.)
When I feel bi-curious, sometimes I just rub off thinking about another girl touching me, but I have 'borrowed' my best freinds panties from her lanudry hamper a couple of times. Once, they were really, REALLY sticky and wet. I masturbated in her bathroom smelling them, then I put them on and left mine in her hamper. I walked to a nearby park and sat on a bench. I could smell her pussy so strong. I masturbated there and then.
But by far the best is when I fantasize about being a whore. I have just finished with one customer when another calls. I imagine that I recognize the voice on the phone then when he arrives, its my dad or my brother.. (or both!) Thinking about my dad paying to fuck me is a real turn on.
Happy jilling, girls.