I had read an online bulletin board thread about men who like being fucked by a strap-on, which is one of my fantasies. Since I have never figured out how to suggest to my wife that she do my ass with a dildo I finally decided to purchase a small butt plug for myself, about 4 1/2 inches in length, made of silicone. If nothing else, I could try it myself while jerking off. Even though my wife and I include masturbation in our sex lives, most of my jerking is for me alone. The first time I tried the plug it didn't do much for me, but I was kind of rushed. But once my family left the house today for school and work, I returned to the computer to enjoy a little porn before going to my office.
I spent about 45 minutes looking at mpegs of all kinds of hot action-the internet is a wonderful invention. Then I went upstairs and got out the plug. It's a very smooth clear one, that doesn't really hurt at all: you know it's there, but you're not in pain when you move it in and out. I took off all my clothes, and arranged myself on the bed so I could watch myself in the closet door mirror. I lay with my ass on the pillow to raise it up, before I lubed up the plug. I only wish I could see a little better. I lubed it up, and easily slid it up me, since I already knew that you actually push out a bit to open yourself up. Then I started slow movements in and out. It is a great feeling. I did it for awhile, then took my dick and started stroking it, though I really couldn't see the plug as easily with a second hand in the way. The plug felt really good going in and out, though I bet some of the good feeling was just the idea that I was fucking my own ass with it. Soon I just let my dick throb there.
I kept getting the feeling that I was getting closer and closer to cumming without even stroking my dick, and thought I would just go with it. Soon, as I picked up the pace of the movements, I did cum, without any stroking at all. The feeling was intense, though I was surprised there wasn't much cum itself.
Buying the plug was a really good idea, whether my wife ever uses it on me or not.