My roommate showed me this site, and I think its great! She and I have roomed together since our freshman year, and she has been the best thing to ever happen to me. Lissa, I hope you read this story and know how much you mean to me.
In high school, I dated several guys, and they were either only after one thing or so hung up on themselves, that it just made me sick. I'm pretty tall, and have large boobs, but I know I'm not that attractive. I know they were only after my boobs. The last guy I dated in high school was different, or so I thought. I really loved him. I lost my virginity to him that year (he was a virgin too), but after that he stopped calling me. He said he just wasn't attracted to me any more. I was always close to my brother Kevin, and guess I wanted someone more like him.
By the time I got to college, I was done with boys except for Kevin. He always made me feel like I was beautiful, but I knew I wasn't. He also treated me with respect. That's something that boys in high school would never do. They either liked me 'as a friend' or were after sex. Lissa, my roommate was so cool. She was popular in high school, and came from a family that was completely open about sex and nudity. My mom was really uptight about it and wouldn't talk to me about it at all. Most of what I learned was from Kevin, but I was still pretty naive.
Lissa used to walk around naked in our room all the time. She was so beautiful. She was more petite than me, and perfectly proportioned. I just wanted to be like her. She showed me that I could dress in a way that was sexy, but not slutty. I think she really could have had many more friends, but she always included me in everything she did, and I loved her for that. I had a hard time adjusting at college. Everything was so different from living with my mom.
One day she told me that she missed not having a boyfriend, and that she was teal tense. I thought I knew what she meant, but I was too embarrassed to ask her. She said she was going to take a shower. When she came back, I could tell that she had masturbated, because she was so mellow. That really turned me on. I had masturbated many times, but NEVER let anyone know. I felt guilty about it, but it felt so good I just couldn't stop.
My aunt had sort of showed me how to do it when I was 12. I had seen my brother doing it one night, and was very turned on by it, so I asked her what he was doing. Since then, I rubbed myself off at least once a week. I was afraid to do it more because I thought I'd wear myself out and not be able to enjoy making love to my husband when I got older.
Anyway, Lissa had reawakened that side of me that day. I just couldn't believe that someone like her would do it too. Later that winter, I remember it happened again. We had been to a party at a friend's house and came back to the dorm. I was being silly. So when we got back to our room, Lissa said again that she needed to relieve some stress. My inhibitions were lowered, and so this time I told her that I needed it too. We talked for a while about boys and how they made us feel. She knew about my boyfriend who dumped me. She told me that not all guys were like that. I told her a little about Kevin, but I was too embarrassed to tell her much. She had sex with lots of boys, but didn't want a steady boyfriend in college because it was too much work. We got dressed for bed and talked for a long time with the lights out. After a while she got quiet and I could tell that she was rubbing herself off. She tried to be discreet about it, but I knew. That made me so wet, that I started doing it too. I never would have done that if I hadn't been drinking earlier. I tried to make my orgasm last and time it so we got off together, but I started moaning a little. She asked me if I was 'doing it' now, and I said yes. She got out of bed and came over to me. She lay next to me and started up again. We ended up kissing and I came really hard. She came a few minutes later and we just held each other for the rest of the night.
We had lots of experiences like that. She still had boyfriends, but never any that lasted. I got more and more jealous of them, but knew that each night we'd be together. I never told her about Kevin. I just pretended like I missed guys. I thought she'd think I was a pervert or something. Like I said, she was from a pretty uninhibited family, but there are some things that just shouldn't be done. At the end of our freshman year, I knew I wouldn't see her all summer and I was so sad. I told her that I loved her. That summer was so hard not being around her. We talked on the phone a lot, but it just wasn't the same.
The next fall we roomed together again in the dorm. We became closer and closer. We started doing other things together. I had never had a guy go down on me before. She did it to me and it was the most amazing thing I had ever felt. We would 69 for an hour. My mouth would be so sore, but I'd have 4 or 5 orgasms. She always took longer and could only have one, but when she really got going, she would even squirt. I told her I loved her all the time, but she was not ready to say it to me. That Christmas, she called me at home and told me she loved me too. Since then, we've been so happy together.
We're planning on getting jobs after school in the same town so we can live together. We're both very feminine, so no one knows we're lovers. She told her parents about it, and they were really cool. My mom would never understand. My brother knows about us, but I know he won't tell. Lissa came home with me over Thanksgiving and we all ended up fooling around. I knew we would. I feel so safe with Kevin, and he really likes Lissa. They really look good together. I don't mind them making love, since Kevin is such a sweet guy. I hope we can all 3 be together forever.
Lissa, I hope that you read this and rub yourself remembering how we met. I love you so much and can't wait to lick you tonight.