I read Amanda's tale tonight and felt I just needed to tell her she is not alone, I may be male, but having been brought up in a strict RC family, and as an only child, I too went through many of the problems she has had, the fear the guilt, even now the guilt is still there. I started masturbating young, well before I could come in terms of semen. I would sit on the loo floor and holding my penis between my fingers flick the head between two fingers of my other hand, it felt wonderful it took ages till my cock twitched and I came a dry cum.
I too am addicted and masturbate most days, often to what I read on here, I am uncut and like to make it last as long as I can rubbing myself slowly up and down till my balls get so tight I just have to cum. This is the first time posting on here but would be happy to tell more if it helps, my point Amanda is this if you get enjoyment from it, do it, your not harming anyone or yourself, their are a lot of worse things to be hooked on, happy jilling girl.