Thought I Had to Stop Masturbating

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First of all sorry for my English. I'm not a native speaker.



Unfortunately I don't remember as clearly as other contributors how I started to masturbate. I read about some women that could remember how they touched their genitals in the first weeks of their life or how they were touched by their mother.



All I can remember is that I was in the bathroom with my mother and sister (two years younger than me). I don't know if my sister asked how men masturbate or if I asked or if my mother just wanted to show us. Anyway, she did. But I cannot remember if she took her hand and moved my foreskin back and forth (I'm uncut) of if she placed my hand on my cock and moved my hand back and forth. Sorry, I don't remeber it as clearly as other people. All I know is that she didn't show us how women masturbate.



From then on I masturbated on a regular basis by just moving my foreskin back and forth. I know that I didn't produce semen for about a year so you have an idea how old I was. But I remember that I have had orgasms from the beginning. But they were not as pleasurable as they became when I squirted. I remember that I called the climax 'the unbearable'. When I started to ejaculate the orgasms were much better and I would do it more often. I would masturbate only in private. Most of the times in the bathroom sitting on the toilet. I would rub my dick quite fast and then I would squirt into the toilet. It only took a few minutes. But I did it also in bed before falling to sleep. I would then squirt into a paper tissue and throw it in the bin in my room. I wonder if my mother ever found out from the smell of the bin.



Soon I discovered that it felt really good when I laid on my belly and humped the mattress. I would put a paper tissue around my cock and fix it with a rubber band. Then I could rub my cock against the mattress and squirt into the paper tissue. This way it took me almost an hour to reach my orgasm.



So I had two ways to get off. A session of a couple of minutes moving my foreskin back and forth and a long session of rubbing against the mattress. I found both methods really pleasurable and liked not to do it always the same way. But whenever I did I was fantasizing about some nice looking girls from school.



I newer talked to anyone about my masturbation, neither my mother or sister nor friends at school. And of course I never masturbated with anyone else back then. As I read all the stories here about children doing it with their brothers, sisters, cousins or friends I think that maybe I missed something in my childhood. And I didn't have a girlfriend until I finished school.



After this long background I finally come to the title of my story. Although my mother taught me how to masturbate and I knew that she was ok with me doing it, I thought that only children do it and that you have to stop when you get older. Don't ask me why I had this stupid thought. So I set myself a deadline, I think on my 17th birthday. I made it not to jack off for probably two weeks and then I had to do it again. I set myself a deadline again and again didn't make it. After several attempts without success I gave up and decided to stop when I had my first girlfriend.



When I had my first girlfriend I asked her if she masturbates. She said she didn't but did when she was in puberty. So again I had the thought to have to stop masturbating but she said that it was ok with her if I jacked off. (We lived an hour by train apart and could see each other only on the weekend.)



When I moved out to go to university (my girlfriend had broken up with me by then) I had my own one-bedroom apartment with my own computer and interet access. I had enough privacy to surf the web for masturbation. It was then that I found solotouch (It was still solo at that time) and read all the stories here. Then I learned that it is ok to masturbate all your life and even if you have a partner. If only my mother had told me this, but she just showed me how to do it and I assumed for some reason, I cannot understand how it came to my mind, that I had to stop again some day. Thus my message to all the parents out there is: Tell your children that masturbation is all natural and healthy and that they can do it in privacy whenever they want and that they don't have to stop doing it when they get older or when they get a partner.



Today I don't masturbate with the mattress anymore. But I have discovered a new technique from solotouch: Lube, hehe! I like to sit at my computer naked from the waist down and jack off slowly using silicon based lube. It can take me hours until I reach my orgasm. Either I cum reading a story here or I switch from reading to looking at some porn. Than I watch for about half an hour and usually cum when a guy is just squirting his juice all over a hot girl. I usually stand up and sqirt all over the desk in front of me (after putting the wireless keyboard somewhere else). Sometimes I hit the screen. So I still have two diffrent ways to get myself off. Either the long sessions with lube reading here and watching some porn or my short sessions of a couple of minutes on the toilet or in bed. I love them both the same.



Thanks to all the contributors who helped me change my attitude towards masturbation. Unfortunately I had the currage to post my first contribution not until I read solotouch for more than four years.



I would like to hear if anyone has similar experiences. Just leave a comment or post your own contribution.

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