Think it over.
Im a german guy 41 now, so please excuse my sometimes false english....
I was 13 when I started with wanking of.
Until this time I only knew my hard on was nerving me sometimes.
My family was not very open minded and I had no clue about jacking off.
And this with 4 older Brothers.
The next one to me was 14 at that time.
Saturday was the bathday, we all were used taking a bath, this day was the day I always played with my cock in the water, this was going so far that it was hearting sometimes from stiffness.
One summer day I realised some blonde (I'm blond) pubes above my cock that had become greater.
So I explored ma body and found little hairs on my legs.
I was astonished how I could have missed them growing.
Realizing that I became a real man now I thought if I were able to make babies now and if yes how I could prove to myself.
But this thoughts disappeared for days.
Days later I was playing outside I got again a boner and it hurt and my eggs felt different in some way.
It was a feeling as if there were pressure.
So I decided to ask a good friend in school.
I was very ashamed but than told him, my stiff cock was always nerving me and that it was hurting sometimes.
He laughed first but than told me a jackoff would help if I never did before.
I asked him if he were knowing how to do this.
Than he made a movement with his hand, we all know.
'Take your cock and do this' you'll get to know things to cum on your own.'
Back at home I was waiting my next older brother leaving cuz we had one room together.
I grabbed my cock and made the movement that was told to me.
Not circumsized I let my foreskin going up and down.
First not felt something but than suddenly (no feelings before that could have warned me) my whole body was in spasm. my neck was stiff, and my body moved up, but I felt I could not move anymore, like all muscled were frozen.
I only felt this stiffness of my hole body, no feeling of peeing as I always reading here.
Then three white ropes of cum moved out very fast, one hit my head.
Than my frozen body suddenly relaxed, that I fall back in bed.
But I was a little disappointed but proud too cuz I always heard of a very good feeling but for me this was a only big spasm.
Next time I did it it felt better and better it was as my brain had to learn to get the complete feelings.
I asked myself if my brothers would do this to but this is another story of my puberty life......