The Hardest Thing I've Ever Done

I'm talking about not ejaculating - on purpose. Not just not ejaculating, but teasing myself to get very close. So close that I get the orgasmic contractions, but nothing comes out, or sometimes just one drop. Then, I can keep going, doing it over and over again. The first several times I tried, I failed. The problem is that everything in my body wants me to cum. I get so close, and all I want is to keep stroking and have a nice, strong ejaculation. But no, I consciously work very hard to resist that. And when it works, it is glorious! I get to have my cake, and eat it too. Or more specifically, I have orgasm after orgasm, without losing my erection. Perhaps you can only imagine it, or perhaps you've done it too. The trick is practice, and a strong willpower to overcome the desire for immediate gratification, knowing that ongoing orgasms are way superior. Well, I talk all high and mighty, but usually after the first set of orgasm contractions, as I build up to the second, I end up going over the edge and cumming. Oh, that's nice, but not nearly as nice as being just on both sides of the edge all afternoon long. The picture above is me. As you can see, I've released a single drip of cum. I'm staying hard, and I'll do it over and over again. I once found an Internet forum on masturbation in which several participants wrote in, mentioning how many days it had been before they ejaculated. At the time, I though that it was painfully weird. Who wouldn't want to jack off on a regular basis? I didn't understand at the time they were jacking off. They were talking about this orgasms without ejaculations business. Now, I know, and I practice it. For the last few days, I've been arranging a meeting with a masturbation buddy I see only occasionally. We're going to meet at his place at 3pm. It is 12:19pm now. It takes me a half-hour to get there. I've been edging off and on for the past two days without cumming. When I get too close, I mean really too close, like when I've had some orgasms, and will ejaculate if I just touch myself one more time, I go get some work done on the Internet. But then I return to the matter at hand, and bring myself to another carefully controlled orgasm. The problem is, I really, really can't cum now. That might wreck the mood for this afternoon's play. So I'm being particularly careful. Jon and I are both bisexual in a way. I'm married and he has a long-time girlfriend. She's out of town today. He and I are two peas in a pod in our sexual desires. He and I both don't like kissing, frotting or fucking other males. We don't even like oral play. We just like forms of masturbation, although sometimes those forms are a bit extreme. Later today, Jon will bring me to the edge several times, and I'll do the same for him. He likes anal play, and I'll be happy to stick my fingers in his butt. He also likes urethral play, so I might catheterize him. I like super-light tickling of my frenulum and the tip of my penis. We both like testicle squeezing, so we'll do quite a bit of that. We'll take breaks, watch some porn, drink a beer or two, and run around his house with our raging hardons. If we're lucky, it will be hours of such play before either of us ejaculates. Then, by the end of the day, we'll both cum. That's my idea of fun. How about you? Really. Let us know your thoughts in the comments section below.