The doc put me on flutamide because of my 16-y.o. prostate cancer showing new signs of activity, some 4 weeks ago. I had a few hot flushes over the first 2 weeks and my nipples are a bit tender. It has reduced what little erectile function I had left to quasi-nothing and, above all my libido.
Feeling slightly horny yesterday, I read a few stories here and looked at a couple of porn sites. I liked what I read/saw but my cock didn't budge a mm from what my brain should have been telling it to do. Nevertheless, I thought I would persevere and started to handle it. There was a vague response towards a very weak erection, so I grabbed it tightly round the base to force it to stiffen and applied a load of lube. I was able so to have a kinda sorta wank and I gave it all I had but, despite my hardest efforts, I was not able to achieve an orgasm.
I guess my wanking days are over, after 70 years of joyous fulfilment, and I say this with the deepest regret. It is the end.