This happened many years ago, it has left a lasting impression in my mind, having a photographic memory doesn't hurt either.
I would like to think that I grew up with fairly decent morals, you know...the basics; dont do harm onto others, respect for women, perving would be the accidential glimpse down a girls shirt type of thing.
Living before the age of the internet, masturbation for me was like 90% of the rest of the population. It was self learned, not talked about, hidden from others. Shit! I thought for weeks I broke my penis the first time I had an orgasm...I remember praying to God that 'once the swelling went down, I wouldn't go so far next time I was able to get a hard-on' so I lied...we went all the way next time...What can I say, I was hooked.
Anyways, I always thought that girl's and women not having a penis wouldn't have the desires boys and men do. (later to be proved wrong)
Not growing up with sisters I didnt have exposure to girls coming of age, raging hormones ect, possibility of a girl in the house moaning like a cat in heat in the middle of night, (I think I was robbed)
My first girlfriends didn't talk about masturbation, my first wife denied ever masturbating...Had one girlfriend that invited me into her shower for a shower wand show once. After about five minutes I got bored and decided to nail her, I had things to get back to...sue me.
The fasincation with girls and women masturbating, tight bodied, firm breasted vulva throbbing, aching breasted women pleasing themselves began one night, and as with masturbation it's something you cannot kick.
If you have read this far, I will get to my story..
I was out of town getting training for a product my company was selling...I was to be there two weeks. One of the service tech's and I knew agreed to let me crash at his house, his wife was a great lady, cute son...like the little house on prairie, except they lived near a cul de sac in Henderson Nevada.
He had a beautiful neice, that he adopted, she was shy but friendly...very pretty girl about to turn 17. She wore mostly sweaters, shorts..nothing revealing...
They didnt smoke, so out of respect I always went out in the back yard, far away from the doors to smoke.
The next 10 maybe 15 seconds changed my life...forever!
Here I stand smoking my cigarette and a bedroom light turns on, (to be honest I didn't even know it was her room, the blinds were open, window open, and in less than how long it takes a person to walk 10 feet she was topless, had her sweat pants off, revealing her lavender panties that were damp in her crotch. Next thing I know she is on her knees, legs spread far apart, her fingers pressing against the folds of her vagina.
My dick wasted no time coming to full attention..I was absolutely throbbing, never before I felt this way.
As I stood there the lil' devil magically appeared on my left shoulder....I remember him telling me, 'well come on' get that bad boy out...let's get busy here!'
He was interrupted by the Angel sitting on a cloud next to my right shoulder, he quickly explained to me that she was the underage, beloved daughter of a man that is kindly letting me stay at his house...
Although the Angel won and this experience only lasted 10...maybe 15 seconds....20 seconds would be a stretch...it has left a lasting impression and a deeper appreciation for watching and enjoying woman masturbating, enjoying this more than sex itself.
What the Angel didn't discuss was the fact that I can remember every vivid detail, and my brain can add some extra details...images...ok so that night I severely abused my penis.
Missed were the details and images of her digging deeper into her sex, seeing her fingers glistening with her sweet juices. Her fingers coming to greet her eagerly awaiting lips, her tongue darting out, feeling the slippery texture of her soft innocent pussy. Like I said before, I filled in some extra details here and there.
Thank god the internet has evolved and these fetishes can be fulfilled without peeping into the window of a underage girl. I think if I was in the same situation today...ok honestly...think I would hang out just tad longer...maybe 30 seconds. Now if I was invited to watch that would be another story.