This is in response to Kim, whose story Sybian Neighbor touched me deeply
This would be a comment but the sense of connection to Kim's recent story I feel is so deep that I feel like I have experienced it. Kim told of her surprise experience witnessing her friend and neighbor masturbating on the Sybian. This machine a kind of ultimate vibrator that a woman and/or, I guess, a man rides. It has a dildo that penetrates and moves as it vibrates and I understand now the effect this machine has on the women who experience it.
Kim walked in on her neighbor masturbating this way, in front of a mirror no less, and watched as her friend climaxed several times, then realized she had been seen. That they'd had no prior sexual contact added a kind of height and thrill of the revelation, which was rather total.
The most touching part of this for me was that, after several discussions of kind offers by her neighbor, she had (as of her writing) decided to 'ride the Sybian' as she called it. She seemed to submit the story while she was on her way out the door, in a frenzy of desire to admit the beauty of what she was feeling and knew she would experience. She promised that by the time we read it, she would have stripped, penetrated herself and fucked it under the gaze of her friend.
She promised to write to us about the results. But I understand thoroughly if they turned out to be far more personal than she had imagined, more vulnerable than she even knew, to be witnessed doing this by her friend. Mmm, yet I could so deeply, beautifully feel her desire to experience this. I felt so good encouraging her in my heart.
Through Kim's honest and truly gifted writing, and her erotic good fortune, I have experienced her daring and surrender within myself many times. The beauty of her being seen; the beauty of her seeing her reflection; and doing so openly.
I know that sex is not love, but there is something about this that's truly loving and deeply comforting.
Thank you Kim.