IT was a beautiful summer and our family was vacationing at Lake George. I was sixteen and always on the prowl for pussy. As a typical 16 year old I was hard most of the time and jerking off as often as I could.
I met this waiter and he took a liking to me. HE helped my get hooked up with the water-ski rides and I was impressed. He was about 20 and a good-looking guy. HE asked me about one of the guests and we made small talk about her looks. He told me to me him at his bunk and we would go into town for a few things together.
When I got there, dressed in short and a t-shirt he was changing. His rather ample cock was in view and I felt funny that it had an effect on me. The next thing I know is he has his hand up my shorts and he's holding my very hard dick in his hand. He starts stroking and I am paralyzed. Within 2 minutes he takes me in his mouth and sucks me off to a fantastic orgasm. We continue on our errand, and he says nothing and neither to I.
That night I got into the pants of the girl we spoke about and I reaffirmed to myself that I was heterosexual.
Six weeks later, he stopped by our house on the way to college. He slept over. That night, in my room, without saying a word, he got totally undressed and stood there. He told me to do the same and I was in a trance. I proceeded to get on top of him and we rubbed or cocks together until we came. It was great and I often think about the feeling. It was nothing but raw desire.
The lesson here that I know some 40 years later is that I should not have felt guilty about the activities. I did for years. The difference in my mind between being gay and bi is the extent of your enjoyment. I went on to have several other M-M experiences. I would give and hand job and get a blowjob. I would jerk off together with another man. All penetrating occurred only with women. I am happily married and enjoy jerking off alone and with my wife. But the opportunity to jerk-off with another guy would be enjoyed.
It's about sexual energy. It's about the fact that a stiff penis will go anywhere and it's OK. Whatever your pleasure - go for it!