In my teenage years I used to spend my summer holidays with my aunt's family. My mother's sister, her husband and their son Al owned a house in the countryside with a swimming pool in the garden where we used to skinny dip. At home I had never seen my parents naked and I did not run around undressed at home. I had never given it a thought when Al and I were naked in the garden. Most of the time my uncle was at work. Al and I spent the holidays alone with auntie at home. As far as nakedness was concerned all I remember was my aunt saying to me (in the first year I started to spend my holidays with them, I was nine, Al thirteen) that I did not have to care about trousers or a bathing costume. 'Al never uses them at home'. This was only said once and was meant forever.
It was about three years later when I started to compare my penis size with Al's who was 16 then and sometimes semi-erect. One day I asked him why his penis was longer and stronger than mine and why his foreskin did not always cover the head. 'It comes from getting older and 'exercising''. 'What do you mean by 'exercising'?'
He explained he was masturbating 'to help it grow'. He said a friend had told him so and I believed it was true. 'Your mother knows about it?' 'I'm sure she does. Once she saw me stiff she mentioned something like 'all boys do it'.'
This was the end of our conversation in the matter and I started to get interested, even getting intrigued by the idea that within my aunt's family this side of life was seen very openly whereas in my family sexuality/nakedness did not seem to exist.
The 12 months until next year's holidays to which I was already looking forward to seemed an eternity. I 'exercised' a lot always thinking of Al's 'success' and his mother to whom I had found a new mental confidence believing she would not talk much about the nude part of my holidays and at the same time understand young men's sexual development by accepting/enhancing their nakedness in her presence without talking much about the rest of the 'boy's needs'.
Later I found out that my mother and aunt DID talk about our holidays and nakedness and that it was my mother's idea to let me spend my holidays with her sisters family. My father, very modest, would never have allowed me to be naked at home whereas my mother knew about her sisters 'way of living' and thought it could only be helpful for my development to be naked with others and 'learn from my cousin' as well as being 'under control of someone (my aunt) who had no intention of abusing me'.
Ever since and up to now I love to masturbate. I don't know whether it has helped to have a bigger penis or not. Before Al left home at the age of 22 I had spent my last holidays with my aunt. Her remark 'you've become a handsome and well endowed man' made me happy. I know she meant what she said. She has seen my fully developed manhood. Remembering these words of a mature lady who has seen her son's and her nephew's awakening and growing of their bodies, lets me, still up to now, masturbate with the same pleasure as in my young years.