That first manual orgasm! Oh my god!
It was summer time when I discovered I could make myself come, prior to that naturally I was having 'night dreams' being startled awake at first by the awesome feeling and the sensation of what I thought was 'peeing' and the sensation would disappear. After a few episodes like this I had to tell myself to just let it happen, kind of force myself and it did, it was the best feeling I had ever felt!
Now with that said, here I go 'so that was a wet dream'? But I could not control it. Just like all boys the wind could blow and I would get an erection. Naturally I would want to touch my penis and it always felt good but it just would get sore and I would stop, disgusted with myself and my hard on would subside.
I had two sisters growing up and no brothers so I knew about the female form and naturally caught glimpse of my mom and siblings from time to time, hey we were breast fed! I found my dads mens magazines and was so focused on the sight of the female form. So all these feelings I was experiencing, I could not ask anyone about what to do about it, was I normal? So I just put two and two together; Penis, vagina.
So that summer I mentioned earlier. I don't remember what made me go in because I was outside playing with the other kids in the neighborhood something must off clicked in my mind or maybe it was the sight of a girl anyway I go into the bathroom and for the first time I 'made it happen' I got some vaseline on my pointer finger and thumb make the 'Ok' sign with my left hand and slowly stroked up and down the shaft and head it felt so good I sat on the closed toilet leaning back against the tank with my shorts and underwear down at my ankles my penis was rock hard, pulsating, veins protruding. I just looked down at times at my beautiful cock in between the sheer pleasure of this time that I was experiencing. I don't know how long it took but for the first time I exploded with exctasy shooting cum all over the place and me, it was incredible. I had succeeded and I could not believe how much came out with each spasm. I may have cried out I don't know but from that moment on it has been the beginning of a life long journey of self-exploration and gratification.