I wonder if 'solo love' would be a better way to describe my hot dreamy masturbation. I pursue it with as much (if not more) attention to my increasing sensation of intense penis pleasure, as to my unstoppable orgasm.
Moaning and squirming is something that a woman does, but I feel taken by pleasure by my 'big bell' in the same way. Guys I have talked to like to hump to 'get off', but I feel my hot erection is somehow getting it from my total submission to what can take hours! I watch it, I play with it in many ways, and I get to show it off in a purely platonic exhibitionistic relationship with a lady in the next apartment, who I love to masturbate for. She calls me 'naughty' and the way I move my 'cutie' body in her mirror is 'auto erotic', but she says she can see why I adore my upended shapely penis.
I love to 'ring' my big bell until I feel so turgid and overwhelmed with panting that my hips are very tense and pushing into my love-making hand. The idea of gushing fountains of cum fills my mind in preview of my inevitable climax, and I love to be very loud to express the purely sexual and male act of penile orgastic eruption. She is watching over my shoulder as I write, and she has her hand on me.
Oh! How she knows my penis! She is making me give in...