I have a casual friendship with a married female co-worker. We talk about all kinds of things: work, her kids, running, but very rarely do we ever mention sexual matters. Most of the time, she gives quick, sarcastic quips claiming 'Men are dogs!'
She accepts the usual office banter that inevitably turns sexual with a level, understanding attitude. Although she seems genuinely naive about some of the crude nicknames for sexual acts that most guys toss around, she never looks or acts very offended.
Although I have obviously never made any romantic overtures to her, I have done some little things which I know make her realize that I have at least an innocent 'crush' on her. Buying her little things for her birthday or Christmas and often letting her know that she looks hot to me when she seems to be doubting her attractiveness. Naive or not, if a single male continually compliments her looks and shape, she can't help but know that I'm attracted to her. And, knowing that fact, it follows that she must know that I masturbate thinking about her. I've been single for quite awhile now and haven't been dating, so she can readily assume that I've had to release my built up male tensions by regularly stroking my hard penis.
I only wonder if she has any idea how often I'm thinking about her and masturbating. I honestly don't think she would guess every night, but I hope she would take my frequency as a supreme compliment to her sexiness. I know she doesn't realize how often I'm looking over her body at work (even though she doesn't dress provacatively) and going crazy inside.
It's so arousing to know that she is very much aware that she is the object of my masturbation fantasies. She knows also that were she ever to ask me to tell her what I do or show her what I do, there would be no hesitation at all on my part. Each day I'm lucky anough to see her or chat with her online, I imagine her envisioning me masturbating...she's gotta know by now why I'm always so glad to see and talk to her!