Ok about a year ago I got very curious about anal and all that. I've always wanted to try it but I only got the courage to actually go through with it about a week ago. I started out with just a pen because it wasn't that big but the flat end of it (ya know the part that you don't write with) kinda made it a little uncomfortable. So then I found one of those medium-sized sharpies and I tried it and it felt SO good because the end is shaped like a bullet and it goes in SO easily. It's also not that big so if you're just starting out it's not bad at all. I've recently tried using the handle of my brush and it's SO much better! When I do this I find my crest SpinBrush (my favorite little toy) and get wet enough for some lube to stick the Sharpie/brush in my ass....when I'm close to an orgasm I reach down and wiggle the sharpie/brush around and mmmmm.....it's the best!