Preparing For A Date.

To be honest, the first time I though it was only a fling, the second time I got more interested in him and after the last time making out I wanted more. His caring and soft kisses, his hands exploring my back and bum made me horny for him. Yes, with him I want more, I was sure about that. He called me, asking when we could see each other again, I knew that my parents would be gone that evening and I invited him over to my place. I didn't know how the evening would go, it was the first time we would be alone and private. And I wanted to be ready and prepared for ?whatever?. After dinner when my parents were gone I went upstairs to prepare myself. I did take a shower and shaved my legs and pussy. Pussy, hmm, would we go that far, okay whatever, I wanted to be ready for .... for what. All kind of things went through my mind, when he tries to feel me down there, will I let him. Would that be too fast, what will he think, no I should wait. Ehh why not, I don't want to reject him, maybe he wants it as bad as I do, maybe he doesn't want to see me anymore when I don't ... I selected my clothes carefully, sexy but decent, hmm what underwear .... a nice tiny lace bra, that was easy. Panties, will he see my panties? Mmm whatever, I like to wear sexy panties anyway. No not a string, yes these, yes I was sure these, bikini like, sexy. I put them on turned around, yes my but looks good in these, and up front yes, yes my pussy looks good in these. I love these panties, very feminine and sexy. Probably we don't get that far tonight and when; he won't see it, I guess, lust makes guys blind, haha, anyway I like these. I did my hair and makeup, dressed and went downstairs. I walked around restless thinking about what I should do and about what we would do. As time progressed my mind wandered again to him and how cute and sweet he is, his kissing and how horny he had made me. Hmm I was getting horny just by thinking about him and in anticipation of what I was hoping for that was going to happen. Yes, I hope he gets to my boobies and in my panties. What will I do when he doesn't take the initiative, yes I was sure, I will seduce him, I want him and this. Tingles went through my body in anticipation, omg I was so horny, I am getting wet. Oh oh, I better take my panties off and put them on again when he is at the door. Okay, I checked them, no wet spot, thank goodness. But all these thoughts made it only worse, by now I was really horny and wet. I better clean up a bit and I went to the bathroom. I lifted my dress up and looked at myself; yes I was horny for sure. My clitty was throbbing and asking for attention. I touched myself, wow, oh my god, I should stop, otherwise ...... But it felt too good, why not, I need to release some tension, I can orgasm easy, multiple times, so when we get that far it's better that I am relaxed or I would come at his first touch. I sat on the edge of the bathtub and masturbated, looking at myself in the mirror. Oh yes this was good, I was super horny and came off quick, intense and good. I looked at myself, the honey was dripping between my bum-cheeks, I scooped some and licked my fingers, the taste varies and tonight it was a little viscid and tasted sweet. I was still horny but the craving tension was much less. I cleaned myself and sprayed a little coco-oil on my pelvis, freshly shaved it felt smooth. I put my panties back on, my lips swollen and my clitty engorged, hihi you can see the outline through my panties. I better stop checking and thinking or I will get too horny again and I went back downstairs. I was sipping on a glass of cold Pellegrino when my mobile buzzed; startled I almost spilled water over my dress. It was him, butterflies and chills all at the same time, nervously I answered him. "Hi Brigje, I am so sorry but ...." "no, it's no problem that you are late ..." "Brigje that is not what I wanted to say, I am so sorry that I can't make it tonight, my parents went out and I have to look after my little brother and sister." Of course I was a disappointment, but as soon as my mind turned back to ?normal? I texted him; ?when can I see you? and a little later I masturbated fantasizing about what could have happened that evening.