I'm eighteen and I very recently did something that is causing me to question what I did and why I did it. I think I made a mistake and I can't fix it.
I was home along with my grandmom (Gram) who is sixty three. We were talking and she was telling me how much she misses her husband who passed away a few years ago. She started to laugh and then cry as she told me how much she misses him and she gave me a wink and said, 'especially the sex.' I think if Gram looked really old and fat and all wrinkley I wouldn't have done what I did next but she looks great with a nice figure and a very pretty face.
We were sitting next to each other on our couch and without thinking, I reached into her robe and held one of her tits. I was ready for her to pull my hand away and tell me to stop but she didn't. Instead, she tilted her head back and closed her eyes. I heard her whisper, 'squeeze them.' I began to fondle her tit and I felt her nipple actually get hard as it pressed against my palm. I was getting excited as was Gram. I opened her robe to totally expose both tits. Her areolas were huge and real dark. Her tits felt firm and hardly sagged at all. I hope mine look like hers when I'm her age.
I took one into my mouth right away and I played with the other nipple with my other hand. I then told her to get on the carpeted floor. I helped her to the floor and then I totally opened her robe. I couldn't believe it, Gram was hairless. I began to rub the outside of her bald pussy and Gram started to play with her nipples. She very soon raised her knees and opened her legs. I put my hand inside and she was quite wet. I got lots of fluid on my fingers and I put them up to Gram's mouth. She shook her head but I said,'come on Gram, open up.' She opened her mouth and I gently put two fingers into her mouth and told her to suck it off. She did.
Now she started to ask me to fuck her. I got most of my hand up into her pussy and I pumped it in and out. By now I had managed to work myself up to nearly a frenzy. I leaned down and put a nipple in my mouth as I continued to fuck Gram with my hand. I then stopped and looked for her clit. I found it easily. It was engorged and red. I began massaging it and Gram put her own hand into her pussy hole. I sensed that she was about ready to cum so I stopped and I took her hand away from her pussy.
I told Gram to roll over onto her belly which she did. I spread her cheeks and inserted a moistened finger up into her butt hole. She let out a loud moan as I started pumping my finger in and out of her. After a minute or so I stopped but she asked me not to stop. I did it for about another minute. I then had her get back on her back and I finally brought her to orgasm. Gram then told me to take off my clothes. Just as I started removing my top we heard the car in the driveway. Crap! Mom and dad were returning at least an hour and a half earlier than they had said. I helped Gram back up on the couch and I put my top back on just in the nick of time. As I turned on the TV they walked in.
Needless to say, I sat there horny as all hell while mom gabbed about what she had bought at the mall. I finally excused myself and promptly jilled in the bathroom until I came.
I keep telling myself, 'you had sex with your grandmother, what ails you?' To make things much worse Gram later said to me. 'I'll take care of you when the time is right.' She then told me the experience was wonderful and that I made her feel incredibly good. She also said that we would most definitely do this again. I guess I've got some decisions to make and real soon.