My first time writing. I saw a couple of stories from women who have penis envy and they struck a chord with me.
I've never thought of it as envy, but I guess that name will do as good as anything. What I do know is I have had fantasies about growing a cock for as long as I can remember. A few years ago I got a strap on cock just to see what it would look like. Wearing it was a BIG turn on - I loved looking at this cock between my legs I go so turned on without even touching myself.
A couple of years after I got it, my husband found it. I was so embarrassed. I explained my long fantasy and he was very understanding. Now often when we make love, he will whisper sexy stories to me about how I have grown a big cock.
Another fantasy I have never told anyone about is for my husbands cock to magically appear on me and for him to get my pussy. I often cum thinking of me fucking him.
If only it could be real! I would love to know what it felt like to have a large cock and to feel cum squirt from it.