I am 42 and the mother of two teen kids, a girl age 14, and a son age 16. Lately I've found myself fantasizing over their developing sexuality and masturbating activity. I am happily married and have a great sex life with my husband, but lately I have found myself thinking more and more about seeing my own children naked and even being able to watch them masturbate.
What sort of put me over the edge was finding out that my daughter is actually masturbating. I've known my son is active just by cleaning up his room on occasion and finding tissues or spots on his sheets. And lets face it, teenage boys are actively relieving themselves at an early age. I was surprised however to find that my younger daughter has also started to relieve her sexual tensions. Several weeks ago I happened to pass by our downstairs family room late one night and discovered her in the act. I was floored.
My daughter is a cute brown haired girl with a slim body. We actually are still comfortable being naked around each other changing at home or on vacation. Neither one of us has a problem with that. So it is safe to say that I have had plenty of chances to see her grow over the years and watch her developing body, breasts, and her nice small mound of pubic hair. For whatever reason I just didn't think about her having sexual needs and starting her masturbatory activity, even though I was a frequent masturbator by age 13.
There she was lying on some blankets on the floor, bra on but panties off and just rubbing away on herself. When I saw it I was stunned. At first I didn't know what to do but my curiosity got the best of me and I found myself staying to watch. There was little chance she could see or hear me and so I just stood near the door and peaked in on her. It was unbelievable for me. I was shocked at how horny it was making me to see my own daughter masturbating. There she was rubbing and fingering herself and occasionally turning onto her stomach and playing that way too. I have to admit I did feel guilty for watching but I couldn't help it. Watching my young daughter have an orgasm was unbelievable for me.
Like I said, my husband and I have a very good sex life and even masturbate together as part of our activity. Since seeing my daughter I have masturbated numerous times thinking about it. I would love to be able to share my fantasy of masturbating with my husband while sharing the same fantasy, but I don't know how he would feel about it. Now that I've seen my daughter I have thought about what it would be like to see my son. The thought of the two of them masturbating together would be the wildest of fantasies for me. I think about my children looking at each other naked and what it would be like to watch them both naked in front of one another. I could never act on these fantasies, and feel very guilty for even having them, but they're my fantasies none the less. I have thought about having a family nudist discussion but I know it just seems too much maybe, and the thought of having my son see me naked is a bit overwhelming for me, but I wonder if my husband would ever want to see his daughter. I don't know. Do other moms have any similar experiences .....