When I was young I grew fascinated with the idea of nursing babies. It was this vague idea and cloudy with the typical lack of biological knowledge of one's youth. When I started baby sitting, as I grew older, I was so scared I didn't do it the first few times I babysat, but eventually I opened my top to try to get the baby to nurse me. Most times nothing really happened, but I think it was the second time with one of my charges that she got it and latched on. It was no big whoop, probably because I built it up in my mind. Eventually another time we got into 'the zone' and I had my first orgasm.
It hit me like the proverbial load of bricks. It took some time before I connected it with masturbation, quite a while in fact. It didn't work every time as not all latched on.
I didn't get the idea in my head that I could make myself come, for a while. To this day, this is one of my fondest memories and really bricked into my mental framework. When I had my two kids, I didn't feel the sexual pleasure I do. I understand, it's different. With my DH, nursing has become an important part of our intimacy and I am certain many couples do the same in secret.
Thanks for the memories.