Half hard attempts at getting attention
I was in my late 20s when I realized that I had a larger-than-normal cock. In high school and college shower rooms, I thought I was about normal: 4 1/4 inches long and 4 1/4 inches around when soft. Even when circle jerking in school, I thought most of my friends were about the same (5-7 inches when hard). In my 20s, I watched some porno movies and realized that I was as big as most of the stars. I took some pictures of my cock (hard) and it looked bigger in pictures.
In the 80s, I started going to nudist camps in Florida for vacation. I loved to walk around or lie on a chaise lounge with half a hard-on (6-7 inches), and I would sometimes hear comments about my meat. My wife thought my half-hard cock was normal, so no problem there.
In the late 80s, I bought a camcorder and loved to produce home sex tapes and jack-off tapes. At nude beaches, I can lie for hours with a soft semi-erection, rolling over or jumping in the ocean if it gets too hard. I usually end these sessions by jacking off or having sex with my wife and produce huge amounts of cum. Hard, I'm over 8 inches long and 5 5/8 inches around. Several times I have let men and/or women jack me off. They love it and it sure feels good to me. I am not gay, but I enjoy looking at other guys' cocks (maybe to compare?). I love the naked female form and, when bored, I love to play with my meat!