After my first experience (posted 12/4), it was probably a few weeks until I thought about masturbation again. I was a pretty normal guy at that age. My body changing and hormones running wild. The normal schoolyard talk about porn, girls, and sex got me interested again. There was no specific talk about 'jerking off' but it was common knowledge that we were all doing it.
Around this time I began snooping around my parent's room looking for porn. A few friends told of finding videos in parent's room. I hit the jackpot in my father's nightstand. Under a few hunting catalogs was a series called 'Girls Who Suck Cock and Eat Cum.' I was mesmerized by those images. Every time my parents left the house I was in their room. I studied those magazines and even had favorite pages memorized. I didn't start jerking off to them right away. I would get hard when looking at them but I think the thought of getting caught in there by my parents or sister outweighed other thoughts. Of course that didn't last too long. I remember taking one of them into the bathroom and sitting on the floor with my legs spread and the magazine between them. That was the only place with privacy in the house. I remember really getting into it and trying to imagine I was one of the guys in the magazine and pumped away until I remember my feet tingling and it traveling up my legs and a surge of electricity exploding from my penis. I thought I was going to pass out. I had no idea that anything could feel that good. I probably rubbed myself raw that day.