I have always been aware of the sensitivity of my pubic area and enjoyed any activity that produced sensations to it. My bicycle seat especially gave me pleasant sensations,,,, but I had never touched myself in a purely sexual way until one summer when I became a playmate with 2 cousins visiting from a northern state.
I was 9 and in the 3rd grade, and had all of the talk with my classmates about sex and the differences between boys & girls, but had never seen a boy's penis or knew that they masturbated. I had only girl cousins that lived near me and we did non-sexual activities when playing together. This all changed when my other cousins came to visit and one was a boy aged 11.His sister was 8 and was a tom-boy. Our home was a 2-story farm house and I had my own bedroom with 2 beds in it. My 8 year old female cousin named Mary,was to share my bedroom during her visit. We had played that day with her brother Tom exploring the farm where I lived and it was when we were climbing a tree that Tom said that he had to pee, and climbed down and stood up near the tree and took our his penis and let go a stream of piss. I asked Mary why Tom didnt have to squat to pee and she told me about a boy's penis. Tom then dropped his pants and showed me his penis and said that boys fucked girls in the pussy.
I was curious, but did not say anything -and we continued to play that day. That eve in my bedroom, Mary asked if I had done sex -and I didnt know what she ment - So she said that boys liked to see girls pussy and that their penis would grow bigger when they did - and that she & Tom played games where Tom would touch her and stick his fingers in her pussy and that she would suck his penis until he jerked away. It was much fun she said and that Tom was always after her to do it. And she enjoyed Tom touching her pussy very much and would touch it herself when thinking about Tom doing it - and she showed me what she did to herself.
I will tell more in the next letter. As we played fun games together and I learned how to give myself pleasure.