Sometimes a younger man can teach an older woman a few new tricks
I recently separated from a long sexless marriage. My husband had me convinced sex was not something I would ever experience again and I needed to get over it ...his words. About a year ago I began to masturbate for the first time..sounds hard to believe, but remember my age and the fact I had it ingrained into me from a very young age 'you don't touch yourself there'. As good as it felt I had a lot of guilt, I never did more than rub myself a little, and never had an orgasm but it was better than nothing.
About a month ago I started talking to a man who is only 39. One thing led to another and he said he wanted to tell me a story and see if he could make me wet just from that. It was incredible as we talked on the phone he told me where to touch myself and how. That is when I confessed to him that I had never had an orgasm, and told him I didn't think I could. He asked me if I trusted him, if I would let him meet me and he promised that he would show me things I had never done before.
When we met he was so gentle, he took my fingers and placed them on my clit using his own to show me where to rub and when I was wet enough he slowly slid a finger in and out of me, then took my finger and helped me put that inside me too. He told me this was all about me and what I was feeling. Suddenly I felt the most unbelievable feeling, like my insides were drawing in on themselves and everything was focused on the heat I felt. His fingers were moving in and out, I thought I was going to explode, then just as I thought I couldn't get any higher he slid a finger into my ass too. I climaxed over and over and he just laughed and held me and told me how great it was for him to watch me. Afterwards he told me it was my G-spot his fingers had been so wonderfully stroking something I thought was only a myth.
We have met a couple of times since then and he just keeps teaching me more and more. I know he would never do anything to hurt me so I can be open and relaxed and let myself do and feel new things. I am not ashamed of my body anymore, or the fact that I really like sex; and I love experimenting on him too finding new ways to stroke and arouse him, he laughs and says I am VERY good at it, and that in itself is enough.