This may not be the right place to write this, but I just have to say this. I am very, very desperate to suck a cock. I used to suck a lot of cock growing up. My best friend and I blew each other a lot. I have also sucked two of my cousins.
My wife knows I have done this, and she doesn't mind. It has been 15 years since I have held a cock in my mouth. I love the smoothness, and the warm spurt on the back of my throat. My preference would be a good friend, who would let me suck him, and my wife either wouldn't care, or would watch.
I really miss the many, many days after school when my friend and I would head to my house. He would drop his pants and I was on my knees, face full, sucking and swallowing yummy cum. He would always blow me afterwards and that felt great too.
But right now, I don't care about my cock...I just want to taste some cum. I like the feeling of humility while I'm sucking and slobbering...with his hand on the back of my neck holding me there while he fills my mouth. He used to laugh a little right after he came, looking down on me while I am on my knees wiping my mouth. Anyway, maybe other guys miss the youthful activities as much as I do.