Hello... And here is my first story after reading the content on this site for many years. I'm not really a big computer/internet person, but this site was referred to me through a friend a few years back and has been my primary source of internet enjoyment.
My name is Julie. I'm 48 years of age and have three children. My oldest child at 27 years of age has always been a handsome looking man. I never thought anything more of him until last year or so, after reading a study on how many men are truly attracted to their own mothers, and of those men, how many would act toward the actual limits of interacting with their mother if given the opportunity. The numbers were quite alarming, but moreover they had me very curious.
Roughly two months ago is when I finished reading my book. From then until the present, I've had many dreams, fantasies and masturbating sessions to the thought of my son having a deep lust for me. At first I felt guilty for the thoughts for I am married of 23 years now. My deeper sexual thoughts were simply oral from him or having him masturbate me or with me. I wouldn't cross the line into actual sexual intercourse. He's been living back home for two years now since his divorce, which his marriage only lasted a few years.
Three weeks ago, I purposely made my way down the hallway towards his bedroom and shower area when I heard the shower water turn off. As the door opened, I calmly walked by to see him in his towel walking to the bedroom. What was I wishing for? Ok, to catch him naked. A week went by and I was in no luck of latching onto my fantasy.
What did I do?? After MUCH thought and nervousness.. I was doing laundry and walked into his room to drop off some laundry and I almost walked out when I bit my tongue and figured I'd act upon my thoughts... I said, 'Son, I don't want to discomfort you with my thoughts, but I think it'd ease mine if I just let it all out.' Before he could ask if something was wrong or whatever he was thinking... I said, 'I've had deep thoughts of you... Sexual thoughts'. He stood up and hugged me for I guess I was shaking a bit.
He gave me the normal mother to son kiss, but instead of one second... It was like one to two minutes. I knew I was going to let him do whatever he wanted... And before I knew it, I was on his bed with him kissing my shoulder, neck, and cheek as he moved his hand under my sweats, panties and then onto my wet pussy. I slowly pulled down his shorts and began stroking his hard penis. Ten minutes later I had a wonderful wet orgasm. I was out of breath... Exhausted.. but very satisfied. After two minutes or so of laying there I realized he had not cummed etc. So I began rubbing him harder and faster... And before I knew it... I had let myself cross the line... And he had his orgasm.
We haven't done anything since.. But my mornings are greeted with a kiss to the neck or if I'm sitting down, he calmly rubs my thighs etc. Women... If your curious... Just say it. 76% of men think of their own mother at one point in life... of those... 52% would act upon it. Numbers and facts are in our favor.
I now masturbate to the thought of that event and can't wait for what happens next.