My sexual awakening

It seems that as long as I can remember I felt good feelings "down there" when pressure was applied to the area of my clitoris. Of course, my younger years from 4 through 10, I had no idea why, let alone that I had a "clit". In fact, I have a pussy that the labia minora, or inside lips, don't show unless I pull my outside lips open. I have heard several terms that refer to my type of pussy...innie, cameltoe, slit, among other terms. The terms have never bothered my. Just the opposite began once I hit puberty. My clit "hides" until direct sexual pleasure, then it can grow as long as an inch and a half or two. The clit head isn't big, but it sure is pleasurable. I love pulling my clitoral hood back during sex...a lot Back to the story, I found that pulling my panties and jeans tight would provide a continued pleasurable feeling while walking or sitting certain ways. When I hit 11 years of age, puberty kicked in, I would get certain sensations from visual and mental images and thought. I could feel my inside lips swell and open, my clit grow and my nipples would cause increased response if pressure was applied to my breasts or nipples. By this time, us girls had already had a special class that generically addressed puberty, sex and pregnancy. Not much detail, but enough info to understand what was happening. What it didn't teach was masturbation or orgasm. I also found that I would get sexually excited watching my fellow school girls change and shower in gym. I honestly tried not to stare, but I couldn't help myself. Other girls had budding breasts, some with small pinpoint nipples, some puffy and some (like mine) had 50 cent piece sized aerola with bigger nipples. Some girls had fully grown breasts by the age of 13. Pubic hair ranged from ungrown bare or whispy to full grown bush. Back then no one shaved themselves bare. Bikini trims yes, but most of us had triangles. What caught my attention the most were the pussy lips. Some had slits or innies while others had exposed labia minora...or outties. I was intrigued by both. One evening taking a shower, I think I was 14 at the time, I discovered use of the shower head water pressure to my pussy. I had trimmed myself for bikini bottoms and was rinsing off when the water hit just right. I was in an immediate trance and didn't move the water pressure. Suddenly I felt a build up inside me followed by contractions that were buried in complete pleasure. Reaching down with my right hand, I touched myself through my slit and felt my clit was huge...that 1 1/2". Touching it caused a second round of contractions and extreme pleasure...my second ever orgasm. The second was so strong that I slipped in the tub and had to grab the tub edge and washcloth holder from falling completely. Shutting off the shower, I climbed out and dried off. I then spent the next 15 minutes or so checking my pussy out by using my mothers hand held cosmetic mirror. I was a changed girl. From that point on, I HAD to "cum" again and learn more about what I just experienced.