I have been masturbating for as long as I can remember. Despite my long history, however, I didn't realize until a few years ago how very sexual a being I actually am. I keep my strong sexuality secret. It is truly a darker side, that very few would expect of me. There is also another point; I am a virgin. I've not so much as kissed a boy(I am heterosexual, but not unwilling to experiment otherwise, or at least I think so.) I would like to be more open about my sexuality, but I'm just not ready at this phase in my life.
I first learned to masturbate by hand. About a year ago, I discovered the joy of an electric toothbrush. It is absolutely discreet, and completely satisfying. I highly suggest this secret weapon to anyone who is as private as myself.