This site has made me realize that what I have been doing all my life isn't bad. All my life I have believed that women don't masturbate, just dirty old men do that. The guilt is gone now.
I am am married woman in my late thirties who only recently discoverd solo touch. At first I was amazed such a site existed and delighted that I am not alone and that other women enjoy this also.
I was raised in a strict religious home where sex was never mentioned or discussed. Like most all other people, at some point in my early teens, I discovered that it felt very good when I touched my genitals. At night when I would be in bed, I would often experiment with the sensations of pleasure I obtained from touching and caressing myself but I never had an orgasm until one particular night. I had been reading a romance novel that was racy and as I read about a couple making love, I sort of got caught up in the story and became extremely aroused. I began to pleasure myself as usual only this time, the pleasure seemed to be more intense than during the other times I masturbated. Eventually, I felt the excitement so strongly that I abandoned myself to the pleasure I was feeling so strongly. My first orgasm arrived taking my breath completely away. I was hooked from that time on.
I continued to masturbate in secret all through my life thinking I was doing something very bad.
Eventually, I married and while I enjoy sex with my husband, I still masturbate in secret. I lost
my virginity on my wedding night but even so, my husband has no idea of my 'secret life'. I still very much enjoy my 'time to myself' when the house is quiet and I can enjoy a good romance novel, get myself aroused and 'make love to myself'.