I have always loved pillows. I must have been very young when I discovered that rubbing my little willy against my pillow gave me a strange but very pleasureable tickle. At that time I hadn't even heard the word sex, and certainly did not understand why the pillow felt so good. But the result was a very strong fetish for pillows, which has never subsided. Pillow humping is still my primary source of sexual pleasure, and I find it much better than ordinary jack off.
As a child I had a beautiful pale blue pillow, and that is why pale blue is still the colour of my favourite pillow. I've read many stories of boys and girls starting their sexual explorations with a pillow, but few seem to have developed a permanent fetish for pillows, and I am one of the few.
My pillow is very soft and smooth, it both feels and looks very sexy, in fact so sexy that I do not need an imaginary partner when humping my pillow. Sometimes a mere glance at the pillow on my bed gives me a boner, and the only type of porn that really turns me is guys or chicks humping and cumming on pillows, unfortunately this kind of porn is very rare in the internet.
I often use a mirror to watch my sex play, and I love the sight of the plump pillow in the triangle between my legs when straddling the pillow and my erect penis pumping the pillow, popping in and out, or bulging as a big diaper in my underwear (the pillow is actually too big to fit my regular underwear, but I have a few pairs of spacious briefs and longjohns to accommodate my pillow). While humping the pillow I also let little squirts of pee into it. It works as a lubricant and makes the pillow feel nicer.
My pillow humping session often takes more than one hour, because I want to enjoy my pillow as long as possible. Sometimes I tease myself by sniffing the pillow and not letting my penis touch it. I can also edge several times: before orgasm I stop short and take a break. This makes me very horny, and finally I only want to thrust my aching penis into that lovely pillow and press it very hard against my raging hard-on. When I finally go over the edge, I bury my twitching penis deep into the soft bulk of the pillow so that I can feel it around my penis and against my glans as my throbbing penis shoots load after load of my hot semen into that sweet pillow. I love ejaculating into my pillow, and shooting anywhere else would feel such a waste.
Afterwards I just lie on the bed with the pillow on my lap or under my pelvis, depending on my position, totally exhausted but also completely satisfied and happy, and watch the pearly white blobs of semen glimmering on my dear pillow. It is a beautiful sight.