Enjoy and masturbate yourself
I grew up in a Malay muslim family, My family did not give me specific sex education such as masturbation. My sex info is from my friend. At age 13, I learnt at secondary school. One day I heard a group of boys in my class discuss masturbation. I join them to hear the conversation. One of them tells me that every boy has special liquid coming out from our penis. I was confused about it so I asked is that urine? He told me the liquid is not urine, colour is white and we can feel very good when it comes out. I asked him again how to make the liquid come out? He said just rub your penis up and down until it comes out.
End of school, I came back home and locked myself in my bedroom. I undress myself naked. I just play with my limp penis and rub it up and down. My penis becomes erect and emits a clear liquid (precum). I can't stop my hand continuing to rub my penis. Suddenly I feel explosion and vibration from my penis. I stop rubbing my penis and enjoy the awesome feeling (dry orgasm). I continue to rub my penis until I have a second dry orgasm. I'm confused that my friend told me that the process will end with white liquid (ejaculation).
Next day I asked my friend about the unusual feeling happening to me. He was laughing and told me don't be afraid, its normal that preteen can't ejaculate. He suggested to me to practice until I can ejaculate. He told me I can achieve orgasm with spraying water under my penis gland. After that I just enjoy my masturbation with my hand or spraying with water in the bathtub.
I have first ejaculation at age 14 years old. Not only ejaculation but I have achieved a wet dream a couple of months later from my first ejaculation. At age 16 I usually use lubricant when I masturbate myself.
I have referred to the internet about masturbation info and techniques. At age 20 I love to masturbate with Tenga and Fleshlight. I ordered it from internet. My country doesn't have a sex shop.