I remember getting my first erections when I was about 11 or so. As I lived in the country I knew about sex between animals and that people did it pretty much the same way (erect penis inside a girl's vagina) I didn't know much about how good an orgasm could feel or that boys could make themselves cum. I thought that boys could only ejaculate inside a girl's vagina.
Anyway at the time I was eleven I led a very active life with lots of sport and part time after school jobs.
By the time I went to bed I was usually pretty tired and went to sleep straight away.
In the beginning I usually got my erections in the morning. It felt good having an erection but I never though about it being more than that.
When I got dressed I used to push on the top of my penis with my open hand (like you might push a ball under water) once or twice to ease some of the tension in my stiff cock.
During my summer holidays when I was 13 I had a bad fall off my bicycle and broke my right arm.
I couldn't do any sport or part time jobs; just lie around watching TV or dozing off.
By the time it was bedtime I wasn't really that tired just drowsy from the painkillers.
About a week or so after I broke my arm I no longer needed to take painkillers. That night I went to bed at the usual time, not tired or drowsy.
I couldn't sleep and was awake for a while thinking about my sport and other things. I started thinking about tennis and one of the girls in my mixed players tennis team. After a few minutes I got an erection.
I pushed the top of my stiff cock with my open hand as usual to relieve the tension. Usually one or two pushes would do it. This time though the feeling only intensified. I pushed my stiff cock a couple of more times but now it didn't feel as satisfying.
My cock now throbbed a couple of times. It hadn't really done that before so I thought I'd try something different to relieve the tension.
I slowly rubbed my hard on with my open left hand like you might stroke the back of a cat's neck.
It felt so good doing that. I now wasn't quite sure what was going on. As I said before I didn't know at the time that boys could make themselves cum.
I decided to give my cock another slow rub. The feeling got even better.
I rubbed again, a bit faster than the last time. I must have rubbed it again 5 or 6 times with my cock feeling oh so good each time and a warm feeling all through my groin.
I wasn't sure whether to keep going or stop, as I just couldn't work out what was going on. The urge to keep going though was just too much
I started to rub my shaft slowly again and again then from deep inside the base of my cock came a swelling warm feeling. My body started to shake then with one more rub my cock exploded with juice all over my stomach. The juice pumped out a few more times as I now oh so slowly rubbed by tender cock. The rest of the juice slowly dribbled out.
My head was now spinning with the overwhelming sensation of my first ejaculation and not knowing exactly what had happened.
As I was catholic I had a sense of guilt and thought I shouldn't do this again. I also didn't know if anybody else in the world knew that boys could make themselves cum.
Despite my best attempt, the next night I was back at it again with the rubbing, except this time I knew what to expect.
The guilt didn't last long nor my ignorance about whether other boys made themselves cum. And I still enjoy making myself cum