My First Squirt

Squirting All Over Having never written a story before makes this very difficult, I don't quite know how to relate feelings and emotions well in writing. I will try, but please bear with me as this happened a long time ago, but still was very memorable and will live in my mind forever... I was quite naive when I was younger, my mom or dad never really explained things to me about sex and even though I had learned quite a bit, was still kind of inexperienced when it came to masturbation. While I was a big kid for my age, I had no idea how large my cock was in comparison to other boys until later in that year when I went to a new school in the same town. We had to shower after gym class in big communal shower rooms, one on either side of the locker room. Being a small school, there were about 10-15 on each side changing and getting showered after class. We didn't have a lot of time, but it was lunch period after gym, so a few minutes just meant you needed to eat fast afterward. Most of the other boys had grown loads of chest and pubic hair, which conveniently hid their cocks and balls, as well as gave them a sense of superiority. For me, I had only a tuft of hair in both places, but my cock was bigger than most, and seeing others nude made it very 'hard' to keep from getting an erection. Most everyone was cut like me, but there were a couple kids that were uncircumcised, one with a very small penis, no larger than a Vienna sausage, and another one, my friend who had a very long thin uncut cock. Seeing this variety of meat sets a young man's mind wandering, long after gym class. This kind of set the stage for a lot of self discovery, and I always wondered why my balls were so much larger than every one else's, and why my cock had such a pointed head. Just looked odd, as I was about normal size for my age, and I later learned I was a 'grower' not a shower. Apparently I had a good 8" when hard, but my huge balls made my cock look a little smaller. That coupled with the fact that I didn't have much hair down there made me look a little different than everyone else. Being nearly a foot taller than everyone made me look like some sort of freak in my mind, and it bothered me. My mother was a nurse, and had many medical books in our 'library' (hallway with large bookshelves) so I started to look thru the manuals she had to try and figure out what was wrong with me. Book after book, it never really covered anything about what I was looking for. I didn't dare ask my parents, or even my friends about it, for fear of looking like an idiot, as it was very embarassing to me at the time. I had plenty of hair on my head, how come I had a big dick with very little pubic hair down there? Which brings me around to the reason for this story. I was looking in my parent's room for more medical books, when I discovered a trash paperback my mother had in the bottom of her nightstand. I don't remember what the title was, but I do remember it had a large-breasted woman hastily drawn on the cover wearing some sexy lingerie. I thumbed thru it loosely and was ready to put it back as I wasn't interested in that, I wanted to know why my genitals were so odd looking. I heard someone coming up the stairs, so I put the book in my back pocket and walked out. My brother had come up to play a record or something, so I walked right by him thru his bedroom to mine. He had a bathroom connected to his room, and I had to walk thru his room past his bunk-beds to get to my room. Also had to walk past his bed to use that bathroom, it was small, just a toilet and sink, no shower or bathtub. He didn't think anything of me walking around, and didn't notice the book in my back pocket. I set the book on my nightstand, and walked back downstairs for dinner. My brother was getting changed, and I noticed that even he had more pubic hair than I did, although his cock and balls were tiny in comparison to mine. Only a year younger, I then really started to think there was some sort of problem with me. It got me to worrying more and more about it, I thought about asking my mother, as she was a nurse and would know about those types of things. Dinner was uneventful, sort of normal stuff and chit-chat. After we had cleaned up, and the dishes were done, my dad retired to his easy chair with a beer, and my mom continued to pick up some laundry out of the downstairs bathroom. I thought this would be a good time to ask her. The bathroom door was closed, and I could hear shuffling around inside. I stood outside and said 'Mom? Can I ask you something?' and then opened the door. There she was, sitting on the toilet, naked with her boobs hanging out and a handful of toilet paper. Now my mother wasn't perfect, but when you are a kid, any naked woman will get things tingling down there... 'What' she said, "I am getting in the tub. Turn it on for me would you?' I turned on the hot, and she finished and said 'What do you want? I am kinda naked here...' I said I was sorry and would come back later. She said 'No, what did you want to ask?' She then stood up and I could see that she had the most pubic hair I have ever seen on anyone. She had a line of hair from her belly-button down to her bush, and I would come to find out she even had pubic hair down the inside of her legs almost to he knees. I could barely contain the erection in my pants. I then blurted out "How come I don't have pubic hair like that?' and pointed to her bush. "No one has pubic hair like that Honey...' she said and stepped into the tub. She had so much hair there I couldn't see her lips, the hair had to be at least a couple inches long. 'Why, she said, don't you have any? Show me' she said. "I can't. I have to pee.' I turned around to use the toilet, so she couldn't see the massive erection I had. Of course, when it is that hard you can't pee, so I stood there with my dick in my hands while she spoke to me about growing up, and it will just take time, and a lot of other things I didn't listen to as I wondered how I was gonna stuff this back into my pants. Finally as I got things stuffed back in and adjusted so she wouldn't notice, I turned around and she was soaping herself up. We were a good Christian family but weren't too prudish around each other, although I had never seen my mother like this before. She lifted up her leg and I could see there was quite a bit of hair descending downward along her inner thigh. "I do have quite a bit...' She said, 'Maybe I should shave.' I turned to leave and closed the door behind me. I went to my bedroom and sat on the edge of the bed. Still with a raging hardon inside my pants, I picked up the paperback I had lifted earlier, and started to thumb thru some of the pages. I read about some things I had never heard before, like 'fingered my bum' and 'ripped off my knickers' I had no idea what these things were, but when I read about heaving breasts and other things I DID understand, I started to get even harder. I took off my pants in an effort to get more comfortable. As I read on, I started to rub my genitals, without even consciously knowing it. I had an itch that I didn't really know how to satisfy... I read more and more about this older man ravishing the younger wife, things like 'when he rolled the foreskin back it revealed a massive cock-head' and 'her huge nipples became erect and extend an inch or so while I sucked on them'. I took off my underwear and started examining my cock, it was hard, and had started to turn reddish-purple. I stroked it a couple times, and it felt great. I knew I didn't have any foreskin, and I wondered how that came to be. I pulled the skin tight on the head of my cock, and then all of a sudden it felt like I had to pee. I got up, ran thru my brothers bedroom with my cock in my hand and all of a sudden the act of running and jiggling my cock made it start to spray. I thought I was peeing all over everything uncontrollably, and my brother who was laying on his bed watched as I tried to grip my cock tight to stop it from squirting while still running past him towards the bathroom. I let out a huge grunt as it continued to spray, what was this white stuff that was coming out? A couple of streams later it seemed to stop, although my erection didn't go away. My brother gets up and comes over and asks if I am OK, and I told him yeah, I just had to go real bad. He didn't think anything of it, but now I had a million other questions. As if it wasn't bad enough that I thought I was deformed, I had this white puss come out of my cock instead of pee. Now I knew something was wrong. Which just gives me more material to write about...